upside down

You are just tired Mag and you are going through this different phrase in your life… You will be fine… you will be. And so, i keep telling myself over and over again.

I am soooooooooooo tired and my thoughts wander backwards, downwards, upside down, inside out… I hope to get as much support and love but I’m beginning to feel I’m all alone. Don’t tell me to stay positive cos I want too but this isn’t something I can choose. I’m always there whenever you need me, and now I’m telling you, I need you too. Will you be around??

It’s 3.02am now and I just finish my shift… I better go to bed now for I have another shift a 7am and I’m done for the day till 11pm. I can’t wait for my birthday break…