its been 10 days since you left me…

Kiong said something to me and it makes so much sense suddenly that my tears cannot stop rolling down my cheeks but I know what he said its true and that I have to try to not hold on anymore…

 

He said (something like this): “have to learn to let go, if not he won’t rest in peace. You know what I mean? He knows you love him…” 

 

I cried after reading this… I know it’s true. I have to let you go my love… I know you won’t be able to get a new life if I keep holding on to you. Sweetcheeks, mummy and daddy love you very much. We know you are watching over us somewhere up there. It seems like yesterday when doctor first congratulate us and it seems like only yesterday when we saw your heartbeat… we miss you everyday and you will always have that special place in our hearts. I know everything happen for a reason but I guess the wound is still raw…

 

Micki… our faithful dog for 10yrs… mummy, daddy and goofy loves you very much too. You take good care of yourself and don’t worry about us. We will never forget you. We still remember the day we first adopted you when you were only 5.

 

Grateful to our group of close friends who have been standing by us, taking care of us…. Making sure we are well and eating. Thank you to all of you, you know who you are. I know I’m not ready to talk but many of you still make the effort to sms making sure I’m never alone. THANK YOU.

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