… … So, this is how it feels like to miss someone who is far far away in another world. Mummy is missing you so much bunny… Christmas this year is not going to be the same. Few days before my birthday next year is not going to be the same either. Why did you choose to leave me days before my birthday??? Mummy is tearing madly not cos I cannot let you go, but because mummy is missing you like crazy.

I thought I’m strong enough… ‘wo zhen de yi wei…’.

Having “1” of u on my right wrist isn’t enough, I want another bigger portrait of you on my left wrist reaching out to the star… I’m addicted to the pain. I wana feel the pain.